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Diary

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Everyone is against me.
I just want, need, someone who understands me.


"If you saw a scared kid, would you yell at him?"

Everyone laughs and yells at this scared kid I am.
It doesn't really feel good.
I should've killed myself when I could. I regret not killing myself.All Rights Reserved

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