Before you Sleep
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This is a gift for you
I want to invite you.
Take a look inside my mind.
Maybe it helps keeping your thoughts from running wild.
Maybe ist shows you that we all break sometimes and that is fine.
Maybe it gives you some sort of relieve before going to sleep.
Please treat my mind with patience, it's still healing.
Oliv
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