Dear diary
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Last published Sun, May 1, 2016
Dear diary ,
How have I been?
Horrible, sad, depressed, alone,..
Yesterday was the last day I saw my parents.
The speech I gave, well I don't think anyone understood me through my sobs and cries. But I couldn't, I still can't.
What am I supposed to do?
My aunt is coming to pick me up, I'm not ready to leave my past behind, I'm not ready to move on.
I don't, I can't.
I have to go, she's here.
The next time I'll write will be in my new home, exactly 5,318 miles away.
Wish me luck.
Veronica
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Read this story at your own risk, this story contains depressing thought, feels, drama, bullying, cliffhangers but most importantly love.
If you do decide to read this, you are my bae.
Love you lots
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