Faking it
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Sat, Dec 12, 2015
Have you ever felt so sad, all you could do was smile and pretend. Then what happens later is:
At night you try not to think. Because you see, thinking leads to saying. And saying leads to doing. And doing leads to drifting. And then you're gone.
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