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Reads 565
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Parts 15
Time 2h 55m

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justineskye odellbeckham zendaya

Physically she's fine, but mentally she  died a long time ago. She's from a small town, she had a messed up childhood, and she's just now reaching adulthood. Love was the last thing on her mind. She barely loved herself , so how could she love someone else? 

He was the type of dude who couldn't even remember your name in the morning, the type to smash a whole group of friends and pass em to his. Everything changed when he met her though. She was stubborn, rude, and feisty as hell, but something about her told him to stick around. 
The drug game started making things even more complicated and they both find out how much they really need each other.All Rights Reserved

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