No more good girl.
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Last published Thu, Nov 23, 2017
Why? Why does this have to happen to me? Like what did I ever do wrong? I am Angelia Love Ramirez and My use to be best friend is Summer Winters and I used to date the schools bad boy Austin we fell deeply in love I was always shy...nervous...weird...and always happy...Well not really....its really amazing what a fake smile and long sleeves can hide...I have a horrible past and now I lost my boyfriend my best friend who used to be there when I need them it's because of the new girl name Katie. When she came to school she was like me a good girl shy nervous...tried to not get noticed but then she meet Austin and he... he cheated on me I broke down all over again.
The really question I always asked myself will I ever be the same? Or change?
No
I am tried of being shy and nervous and crying all the time I am broken and I can't be fix.
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