Colleen Ballinger is a normal girl on YouTube. That is what everyone thinks at least. She has a different side be hind camera. She is very depressed. She doesn't have many friends. She is a loner. She meets a guy from YouTube, Joshua David Evans. Will this guy help? Will colleen ever get rid of her depression? Read to find out! *WARNING: STORY CONTAINS SELF HARM. READ AT OWN RISK.*