The Loss of James
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I thought James and I would be together forever, but external forces separated us worlds away and i am bereft. They do say that you are not aware your having a breakdown until you recover from it, it was certainly that case with me, I could easily have lost my life. Without James, i didn't think I could survive. It has taken me many months to get over the breakdown but my heart is still empty, I know James loves me but he is being kept in the Midwest United States of America by his fathers brother, with no access to Phone or Computer, but yet, i continue to search for him endlessly, i must find him because i know he cannot live without me and i am terrified i might lose him forever, and if that happened, i too would die.
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