A girl, just barely sixteen, has been kidnapped. Her kidnapper had almost killed her, but she lived. But know, is living really worth it? She can't remember anything but her mom and her brother. She wishes she had just died so she wouldn't have to suffer this on earth hell. But if she gets her wish, will she regret it? And what if the cute boy down the street changes her mind? Could he really solve her problems? Join Tasha and Niko in their struggle for life, death, and first love.