My Angel Beats!
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  • Reads 335
  • Votes 14
  • Parts 4
  • Time 10m
Complete, First published May 05, 2013
This is a series of long poems I made which I dedicated to the Anime series, "Angel Beats", and myself. It's like I'm telling two stories at the same time.

This tells a story about how I was trying to bring myself up when my I was in a down situation. It states that I was getting tired of my life. Because of that, I imagined what it would be like to be in "Angel Beats"; the "afterlife". It was almost like a delusion. But I soon recovered from it and I wanted to start again. And then I received a "second chance" to change for the better, face all the problems I have to face, and fulfill my goals. Because of this, it almost feels like I'm in the "afterlife" again, it almost seemed like another delusion, but I understood it to be symbolic. But later, I started to notice the more that I succeeded the more I slowly fade away, in other words, I was "disappearing". I wouldn't let go that easily because I was no longer alone at the time. We all needed to "graduate" so we can all find serenity.

You will notice my rhyming patterns are always shifting. Well, I did that on purpose. It's kind of like my own way of writing poems like these. I just hope it doesn't confuse the readers! ;-p

You will also notice there's a lot of metaphors in my poems. I will just give the description of these metaphors, to make things clearer:

Angel-my heart
The Music (can also be taken literally)-my enjoyment, something that keeps me together
Disappear-to fade away from the situation, to move on
Graduate-to learn all the lessons to be able to move on

I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT! 

P.S. I LOVE ANGEL BEATS! ANGEL BEATS FOREVER!
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