My Darling

Hi so, I think that it's time for me to vent. It's not about how miserable my life was, or how I was depressed. Okay, so a little bit is about that, but it's mostly about a boy. I don't want anyone who reads this book to hate on him or me so; I'm using fake names through ALL of this. Don't worry though, if you're in this story then you'll eventually figure it out.. Dylan Ryan Barnes. That name would stick with me for the rest of my life. I never meant for him to become any part of my already dreadfully fabulous life, but it happened and it was a mistake. He was a mistake. I would be lying if I said I never cared about him or even loved him, because in all honesty I did. He was your typical player. Played a bunch of sports, liked a bunch of girls, and friend-zoned the good ones, like me. Jamie Grace is my name, and I'm your typical "geek" that doesn't have much of a social life. I wasn't always like this, Dylan and I used to be pretty similar and I guess we still kind of are. It all started a long time ago. So long ago that I would've probably forgotten everything, but like I said before I don't think I could every forget Dylan Ryan Barnes. Don't worry; this isn't one of those sappy stories where everything turns out okay in the end. We were never star-crossed lovers or anything, but it does have a happy ending.