Overthought H.S

When you're stood in a crowd full of people, how do you feel? Alone. Have you ever just stood staring at something but not noticing the object your eyes attach to? Thinking about life, about everything- but not being able to think due to the motion sickness of the pain and emotions? Everyday is a task, an obstacle. Pain-

"Estelle, I feel like I'm losing you." I snapped out of thought and my vision averted back to Adeline.

"I keep doing that." I said with no emotion that surfaced my voice. I started to pick at my scruffy nail polish.
I did everything I could to distract myself from making eye contact and talking about how I felt. The ticking of the clock became the only thing that was real. Why did time have to go so slow, yet so fast?

I felt Adeline's eyes on me, they examined my every move, and no doubt she wrote it down...