she screamed at the wind
she was living in darkness
watching everyone smile
laugh
even live happy lives
as she held the cold blade
to her wrists
even as she held
that cigarette
between her lips.
"I feel addcited to it. I can't stop myself not to think this way or do such thing like this. I'm broken Mikey, you dont deserve me, no one wants me"
"But I do..."