He broke my heart but, I still love him. I hate love, he ruined it for me. He made me feel like I was perfect even though I knew I wasn't. I felt like nothing could hurt me. I was stupid enough to fall in love and now I'm facing the consequence.
No matter how many times I try to move on I think of him and his perfect ocean blue eyes, his perfect smile, and his sweet, protective personality and I know that I can't be mad. But ever since we broke up I've been trying to be the bigger person, and actually be nice but, he hasn't been the slightest bit kind to me. And I still love him. I've tried to act mad at him before but it didn't work, I took one look at his eyes, and I fell in love all over again.
Loving him was a roller coaster, loving him was painful, loving him meant giving all of me to him, loving him wasn't something I chose, loving him isn't something I could take back, and I wouldn't want to ever.
Book 1- Loving Series
#Wattys2016
As Claire aims to leave her oppressive stepfamily behind, she befriends Zion. Will he be her ticket to freedom or a distraction in achieving her dreams?
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Claire Olsen has had a crush on Zion Petrakis since the first time she laid eyes on him, but he never noticed, instead only having eyes on the school's it girl, Maddie Jennings. Knowing she couldn't compete with Maddie, Claire hid her feelings for Zion, satisfied with admiring him from afar. However, when a series of events led Claire closer to Zion, her feelings for him grew from infatuation to love. And despite fighting hard to keep her feelings contained by distancing herself from Zion, he was determined to show her that he's earned a spot in her life.
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