Running In Circles
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MatureOngoing6m
Last published Wed, Dec 16, 2015
Living in a world most people wouldn't imagine, seeing things most of your grandparents haven't even heard of, tends to make you a different kind of person than the rest of the world.
I spend most of my time trying to figure out how people work. Studying their actions, listening to their vocabulary, finding out how they think.
The people I've lived around most of my life aren't your average Americans. No, they're much more dangerous and complex. They play mind games and get you stuck in there web of madness.
I've been on the inside of a cycle for so long and it's time I break free.
This is my story, the story of a girl lost in a cycle of madness, drugs, and head games... I don't know what happens next but I can only hope for the best and not to fall down a rabbit hole I can't get out of.
Is life actually worth all the pain or is it really just a sad sick game. ?
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