Crazy in love
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Ongoing12m
Last published Wed, Dec 2, 2015
{ Phil meets Dan in the asylum . They've both been put away for things that they decide to never speak of . Will they make this secret love work ?
Phan AU }
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Does contain self harm / talk about depression
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