This Animal That Has Consumed Me
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Last published Mon, May 6, 2013
My name is Skylar Trista Vespera. I am 15 years old, and I live in the god forsaken state of Arizona.
I have issues, but let's be honest here, who doesn't? The issues can range from anywhere I guess. Mommy issues, daddy issues, family issues, internal, and external issues. you name it I probably have something against it.
Follow through my rollercoaster emotions and see how I went from someone so innocent, to being an animal that has finally knawed through the ropes that have been binding me down forever.
Do you dare try to understand? Would you, could you relate? I bet we all could, even if we didn't try.
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