Louis had succeeded in killing himself once, all be it for three minutes, the best three minutes of his life. But after that, he can't seem to die, most people call him lucky, he doesn't think he is. He joined the police to put his some what immortality you use, all the while trying to find his heaven, but then he thinks he may have just found it in the boy with hard, cold eyes that's hair curls and he just so happens to be sat on Louis bench.