"Depression" -Itasaku-

Sakura's pov :

Again I sat at the corner of my bed crying... I feel lonely I thought, slowly without noticing my smiles became fake and my happiness was started to fade away,there was just these part of me that kept me from disappearing, I walk to the nearest mirror and look at myself... these ain't me anymore ... these is just some reflection. ... I looked at the wall and found the picture with my old team I was smiling brightly. ... in that time my smiles were real,I really had nothing to worry ... ha ... I laughed bitterly
"Nobody likes you !" I remember a mean kid screaming those hurtful words to myself
I smiled again "it's really fucked up to see yourself smiling in other way in the pictures" ! I murmured and closed my eyes reaching for the picture I started to cry silently ... when did I became this person? When I stopped to be cheerful? When my world start going black? And then I thought... when he broke up with him ... that's where It all started, when I found out that he w