the love club
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  • Reads 235,618
  • Votes 12,398
  • Parts 43
  • Time 2h 23m
Complete, First published Nov 26, 2015
Mature
i'm sitting pretty
on the throne
there's nothing more i want
except to be alone. 

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or where dan is a optimistic openly gay high school student and phil is doing everything to deny himself one simple thing. 

trigger warnings for
• coarse language 
• alcohol and drug references 
• physical and verbal abuse
• sexual scenes and references 
• anxiety references
(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs
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How to Help Howell?

41 parts Complete

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)