Last Goodbye

Dear Diary,

They say friends are more protective than you're night and shining armor, friends will be your clown when your not happy and the best thing at all is being there in your worst and supporting you at your best...It's not really necessary that we all should have friends ..They say its better to be lonely than having a fake friend. My mother said that I am the worst kid in the whole world that's why I don't have true friends...No, I guess it's not really my fault cause friends Keeps secret,accept you for what you are and I accepted them ...Their bad and good attitudes, but why are they doing this to me? I even change myself for them. I'm not sure if I'm not that kind of. a good friend but I just really don't want to be unfair ...I am doing this because I love them so much and they are one of the special things in my life.