A Spark Of Hope (#Wattys2016)
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[ I just want to die. ]
This story is about Sarah, a young teenage girl who is suffering from depression, anxiety and mental breakdown. She wants to die. She thinks that she dont have any reasons to live anymore. Will she win or will she lose the battle against herself? What happen when there is someone who really wants to be friends with her and tries to understand her? Will she accept or refuse? Is she going to be fine? Do her mom knew about her dark secrets and problems? What makes her depressed?
[WARNING]
THIS MIGHT BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME AUDIENCES.
-Self harm
-Foul language
Please do give feedback on every chapter! That will help me to improve :) This is my first story. No hate please.
-Erdy
(Hope you guys enjoy the story ^-^)
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