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Shine For Me

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Luna Daisy Rayn had cancer for years, knowing she'd never be normal. One day, she snapped. She was sent to the hospital and now has to stay there for a while, ruining any chance of being a normal girl, until she met Louis; a rude, short-tempered, suicidal boy.     "What about you? What's so wrong in that pretty little head? All you do is say these things but never think of them as true! Why not?!"  "There's more to me than you'll ever know, Louis."    They both were there because they hated life. Louis realized his feelings for Luna, Luna realized her feelings for Louis. They had an opportunity to show it and took it, but some things ruined their chances and tore away any hope of being together, of giving Luna the chance to shine as bright as the stars that she adores.  The only catch is, you need hope in order to shine.All Rights Reserved

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Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed} by larrywanks

"No one knows?" "Nope." "No strings attached?" "Nope." "Fine." --- Louis Tomlinson has been battling depression ever since his dad commit suicide. He doesn't have many friends and to make matters worse; he's gay. That's when Harry shows up in Doncaster. He's rude, stubborn, and close minded. Harry immediately hates Louis. Louis is the exact opposite of Harry, he's quiet, polite, broken, weak. But when there is only 2 homosexual lads in one town, you learn to accommodate. That's where it started; harmless fun. A quick shag now and then. But when Harry is around Louis' depression disappears, his nightmares of his dad are gone too. Can hate really change into love? ****WARNING: some of the chapters are private so you must be following me to read them. (the smut chapters) {also first time writing full on smut}

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

We Were Too Young L.S. by Majoana_Turner

Harry and Louis were the happiest couple, they had everything they could ask for, yes, they were closeted by their management but that didn't matter since they had each other....or so they thought. Louis broke up with Harry and left both of them in a very dark place. Both of them were half a heart without each other. This is a story of how they found each other again and finally felt at home. Or basically the Larry story that I interpreted thought their songs. I suck at descriptions, read it, it's good I swear :) Warnings: Self-harm, drugs and sexual content.

Fighting the Sunset by charlee333

All of Louis' life he has been on the upwards path. Ever since the start he has risen higher and higher, so much further than he ever thought possible. His beautiful family, his career, and his love. Like rungs of a ladder it all piled straight up into the sky where he was among everything he'd ever wished for. Louis' ability to illuminate a room- a hall, an arena- with something as simple as a smile or a wink is felt by all, and they call him the sun. Bold, blinding, and inevitably shining through every day whether the world can see him through the clouds or not. Unfortunately, what goes up must also come down. Not even Louis Tomlinson can escape natural order. One bad month. One doctors visit. One despairing diagnosis. Louis' life is still perfect. He still has his house, his job to go back to, his family, his friends, and most importantly, he still has Harry. That is, if he can survive the cancerous rock inhabiting his stomach. *** A collab by myself and sassytommo928. It was an absolute pleasure to work with her!

I Wouldn't Love You Enough // Harry Styles ✓ [wattys 2020] by raevynnwrites

[COMPLETE] "Please, love me" "No no. I can't Harry. Don't make me do this please." "Why the hell you can't? I have spent so much time thinking about you and our future and how you would love me and hold me tight while laying your head against my chest staring at the bright stars. Why can't you love me as much as I do?" "Because I can't live Harry. I can't promise you a future. I am going to die Harry. I can't love you as much as you do me..." A story of a girl who falls in love with none other than Harry Styles. Anna Edwards is supposed to die. But fate has something else in mind. Will Harry's love for Anna cure her cancer? Will this complicated story have a happy ending? Is their love strong enough to overcome the nightmares of life?

These Small Hours. (Larry Stylinson One Shot: May trigger.) by spiritualwt

Harry and Louis never had secrets, they never kept anything hidden form each other. That's always how it's been. That's what Louis thought, at least. Harry knew something different. After a concert, a signing, being out with the boys, or just everyday really, he into the bathroom, locking the door and repeating his everyday cycle. He cut, anywhere he'd like. Mostly his arms. Then, he'd force himself to throw up any meal or snack he had that day. He would swallow two pain killers, that he saved for the night he couldn't take life anymore, to make him feel numb. He comes home one night, crying to Louis and spilling everything to him. After that, so many things happen in those small hours; the small hour that will change everybody's lives, whether it be good or bad. In the end, it doesn't matter how someone acts, it's their heart that really matters.

$I See You (Larry Stylinson) {Co-written with @uniquelyxlarry} by _Loving1D_$

Harry's lived in London all his life and is one of the best doctors in the country. He has a family that loves him, money, and a cozy little cabin in the middle of nowhere. Louis needs a new heart. He's been in and out of hospitals for years trying to find one. Every time he is about to get one something happens and someone else gets the heart. His mum abandoned him long ago when the expenses got to high. He has no one. Harry is intrigued by Louis's heart condition and takes a personal interest in him. He sometimes sits with him while he does his charts. No one ever comes to visit Louis and he thinks he must get lonely. Doctors aren't supposed to fall for the patients, but Harry's never been one to follow the rules.

Agitated Afternoons// h.s by Justeen_96

Final Book In the Sleepless Nights Series "I need you." "Harry.." I whispered as he leaned against me. I didn't want to push him off. I wanted to stay like this, pressed up against him but we were in a public area. Someone could recognize us and snap a photo. "I need you now more than ever." He continued, moving his head closer to mine. I breathed in. Our lips were an inch apart. He slowly closed the space between us. Soft and warm. I didn't fight it and as I wrapped my arms around his neck, his went around my waist. I didn't want to let go of him, of this moment. Harry was the love of my life, I knew this. So why was everything trying to keep us apart? ---- Another year has come and gone and yet, Terra and Harry are not together. Publicly that is. They're madly in love but not "together". For all intents and purposes, Terra is Harry's best friend who is rumored to already have a boyfriend who is not Harry. And since Harry is running around with Kendall Jenner, Terry shippers are slowly falling off the bandwagon. With a third tour under their belts, the boys are in L.A finalizing the last couple of songs for their album, Four and preparing for another tour. But tensions are rising high, not just between Harry and Terra but the entire band. Fame is suffocating the boys. It feels like everything is falling apart and as the summer sun beats down on all of them, they're all left with some pretty agitated afternoons. #1 Sleepless Nights #2 Restless Evenings #3 Disturbed Dawns #4 Misguided Mornings #5 Agitated Afternoons

Cureless (h.s) by doersandbelievers

"The worst part of loving a girl who is cureless isn't dealing with the hospital visits and the medication, but dealing with the constant ideology that she won't be here forever and you have no clue what you would do without her," If you were practically dying and were in love with your best friend, how would you choose to live? Being Cureless has its ups and downs, but I'm the end, I guess it is what it is. (NEEDS EDITING)

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

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Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed} cover

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Bad Dreams. [Larry Stylinson AU] {Completed}

"No one knows?" "Nope." "No strings attached?" "Nope." "Fine." --- Louis Tomlinson has been battling depression ever since his dad commit suicide. He doesn't have many friends and to make matters worse; he's gay. That's when Harry shows up in Doncaster. He's rude, stubborn, and close minded. Harry immediately hates Louis. Louis is the exact opposite of Harry, he's quiet, polite, broken, weak. But when there is only 2 homosexual lads in one town, you learn to accommodate. That's where it started; harmless fun. A quick shag now and then. But when Harry is around Louis' depression disappears, his nightmares of his dad are gone too. Can hate really change into love? ****WARNING: some of the chapters are private so you must be following me to read them. (the smut chapters) {also first time writing full on smut}