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Why does GOD allow us to suffer if He loves us? Why did God let this happen to me, I thought He cared for me? How can God be so great and not save me from this?

I have asked myself these questions for most of my life. I have learned the hard way, bumping my head every time, but I now have a clear mind about WHY GOD does certain things. If you'll let me, I'd like to share them with you. Perhaps, you'd find clarity too. 

"The Lord your God, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love." - Zephaniah 3:17All Rights Reserved

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Happily Ever After by Na_yo_meeee

" how are you so sure that he loves me? if he loves me where was he when family got broken, where is he every single time that my father hits me, if he truly loves me then he would not have allowed those things to happen" " I can assure you that God has loved you even before you came into this world, if he did not love you, you would be dead by now, God would never let you go through some thing you can't handle, he loves you with every single bit of his heart" ************* Abused, both sexually and physically, Victoria lost all faith in God, why should i believe he is there, where was he when all these things happened to me, is what she thinks.All she ever wants to find is happiness. When she meets Daniella and her friends, will her view of God change and will she find happiness or will she still remain the same...... Find out in happily ever after.

My Highlighted Bible Verses by cyrus_the_merciful

No one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God. You can learn by reading His Word, the Bible. God will let you understand what He wants you to understand, when He wants you to understand, and how He wants you to understand - He is the only one who really understands you. Are we living in the end of time? Only God knows that, but there are some telling signs in the Bible. The only thing we can really do is love and trust God. Here is how I post my entries - I open the Bible and post what I see, at least about 90% of the time. I really feel that God or the Holy Spirit is directing me. I can't explain some of them. Hey, I am just a normal sinner like everyone else. I need and ask for His forgiveness daily. I feel, if God wants you to, you will read my entries, well, His entries.

The Quiet Voice | Complete by CharmaineSimsSmit

Abandoned and betrayed are emotions Chelsea would come to feel very early on in life; first as an eight-year old and later on as a young bride and mother. What have I done wrong? Why am I being punished? Why has my God forsaken me? During these tumultuous times she would retreat and spend quiet time with God; longing to hear His voice, find answers and guidance. But He remained silent... Yet, she would prevail. She felt lost and without purpose, until one day when she heard Him whisper: Wait on Me... And so she did. It was then that God would guide her, step-by-step into His wonderful plan for her life.

Doubts 2 by SherryB915

Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.

Abyss of passion by DammyJoy

What happens when you are being controlled because of your father's sin? Read on. "Hello angel." She was forced to go on her knees. She cried out in pain. "I did what you told me, Antonio," Diane said, stifling a cry. Antonio faced Diane with a wicked smirk on his face. "Oh! Did you?" "I left him like you said I should, you have to leave him out of this and let my mum go," Diane screamed. "I can promise to leave him out of this but about your mum," he paused. "It's too late dear." "What do you mean?" Diane asked. "Your mum is dead pretty angel, you came too late," Antonio replied. Diane lost her mind for a second. "How dare you? After all I did?" She screamed. "You'll pay for this." Antonio burst into a wicked laugh. "What will you do angel?"

Heaven On Earth by LGLministry101

It seems like just yesterday I was saved. Not knowing what to do next or where I should go. Little by little I had to find my way and put together the lessons I was taught from different sources to seemingly lead a holy life. My supreme happiness came from when I found Jesus. Little did I know all I had to do was dwell in his heart and he would provide me with the wisdom I need and show me the things I could only fantasize about. Things like these seemed to me too precious to keep hidden, and that's when I knew I just had to share Who He is to the whole world. Visions, testimonies, miracles and more came knocking at my door leading me into a dose of Heaven on Earth. Blue Roses for My Bride series: Book 1 NOTE I am not a writer, but I do enjoy writing. I learn as I go where writing a book is concerned. So the book has a lot of flaws, typos and words may not be in the correct order. It may be a finished book but there is still lots of work to do on it. It is a draft of my process in writing the book, so please keep in mind that things will be constantly added, taken out or changed until it becomes how the Lord wants it to be. So when you do read it, please let the Lord guide you on discernment and help you to get on the right part with him. Please keep in mind that I am not perfect and I just wanna share the love and goodness of God. THINGS TO KNOW Feel free to check out my mom's website for more info about God and Heaven at: www.heartdwellers.org There are videos, pdfs, books and more. Special thanks to her for allowing me to use her pictures as well. Special thanks to Azora, our illustrator, for allowing me to use her drawings. Check out more of her illustrations on our website: https://godlovesus771.wixsite.com/lovegodlife Content is allowed to be shared as long as it's not used for any form of sin. Please DO NOT sell this content.

Beautifully Broken by reychellemoira

"I'm tired." I whisper, my voice breaking. "I can't do this anymore. It's too much." He pulls me closer and holds me as he always does. "You're a strong girl. People look up to you, Mina. You'll get through this, okay? You're not alone. You're a beautiful girl and you have us." I shake my head. "If ever I am, I'm just another pretty girl that's broken inside." He holds me tighter and I feel his chin resting on my head as I break down in his arms. "Well, I guess you're beautifully broken then." I sob, my body heaving at the pain, wondering how he always sees beauty in an ugly broken girl. *** Just a little warning. Though there are no graphic or detailed pictures in the story, this is a story based on a school project I had on human trafficking and abuse. Thank you for reading. (not edited. Thanks for reading:)

Someone Like Him by nessa129

We all have someone who is hidden in the bottom of our hearts. When we think of him, we will always feel a little pain inside, but still we can't forget about him. I can't forget about him because he is the one who makes me know what love is, and this is our love story. *COMPLETE/IN NEED OF MAJOR EDITING/SLOWLY EDITING* UPDATE: Rewritten New SLH is up on my account if you're interested! ©Nessa129 2014

Mr. J for a Boss by KorraMcKenzy22

A complicated, fun love story.. A true fantasy, MY FANTASY😊.. ,Minimum logic Maximum love.. May contain mature language and content..Sorry for the spelling and grammar mistakes 😅 "You Bastard!! How could you? How could you do this to me? I trusted you and you.... How..." I continued to sob as I can't go any further for my emotions are threatening to overwhelm me. He gave me his most practised innocent look with his eyes full of lies. I can't bare to look at him.. He is despicable.. disgusting... I hate myself more for letting it happen. I thought I had a choice but i realise now that I never had a choice. "Please stop crying.. I can't stand it when you cry..You think I had a choice? It was meant to be this way, we are meant to be together. Even I hate what I had to do to you but trust me if I had any other options I would have done it but I don't and so do you." How easy for him to say.. no choices indeed..but I still have a choice. Life is always full of pain and sufferings but it doesn't mean we have to endure it.. I choose, I still have a choice !! Keep reading to know what happened and will happen! 😘

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

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Happily Ever After

" how are you so sure that he loves me? if he loves me where was he when family got broken, where is he every single time that my father hits me, if he truly loves me then he would not have allowed those things to happen" " I can assure you that God has loved you even before you came into this world, if he did not love you, you would be dead by now, God would never let you go through some thing you can't handle, he loves you with every single bit of his heart" ************* Abused, both sexually and physically, Victoria lost all faith in God, why should i believe he is there, where was he when all these things happened to me, is what she thinks.All she ever wants to find is happiness. When she meets Daniella and her friends, will her view of God change and will she find happiness or will she still remain the same...... Find out in happily ever after.