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Why does GOD allow us to suffer if He loves us? Why did God let this happen to me, I thought He cared for me? How can God be so great and not save me from this?

I have asked myself these questions for most of my life. I have learned the hard way, bumping my head every time, but I now have a clear mind about WHY GOD does certain things. If you'll let me, I'd like to share them with you. Perhaps, you'd find clarity too. 

"The Lord your God, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love." - Zephaniah 3:17All Rights Reserved

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Abyss of passion by DammyJoy

What happens when you are being controlled because of your father's sin? Read on. "Hello angel." She was forced to go on her knees. She cried out in pain. "I did what you told me, Antonio," Diane said, stifling a cry. Antonio faced Diane with a wicked smirk on his face. "Oh! Did you?" "I left him like you said I should, you have to leave him out of this and let my mum go," Diane screamed. "I can promise to leave him out of this but about your mum," he paused. "It's too late dear." "What do you mean?" Diane asked. "Your mum is dead pretty angel, you came too late," Antonio replied. Diane lost her mind for a second. "How dare you? After all I did?" She screamed. "You'll pay for this." Antonio burst into a wicked laugh. "What will you do angel?"

Almos by jmysticdreams

"Who are you?" I asked him but instead of answering my question he suddenly grabs my hand and pulls me for a run. I don't know where he will bring me but to my surprised, I let him. We run away from something I don't know. I just know that there is something that was pulling me through a deep unknown darkness. But he was there and now we are running away. I don't know who he is yet I trusted him with all my life. For that instant, I knew my heart belongs to him. *** *** "I didn't mean to love you yet I love you so much I cannot hold you so tight." I said those words and I couldn't stop myself not to feel the bitterness of the truth we are going to face. But still I hold her hand even though I know that it isn't right. We run and I save her. Yet, I don't know it was the beginning and I don't want to find out the ending. Still, the end is near and I cannot hold her even though my heart already belongs to her.

My untold love (Complete)- Under Re-Edition. by SvShri

I was a stupid... thinking he loves me... never he did and never he will do it... i thought his friendship, his care, his talks as love... i was stupid... thank god i found it before i would say it... i am leaving him once and for all as i dont want to be a burden or interference in his life... i am leaving him once and for all... it is paining but i know i can move on... i will not love anyone but i will make sure i am forgetting him... i have to be strong and i have do it.... But the biggest question is can i ?? #69 on 02.08.2017 #57 on 03.08.2017 This is going for serious edition... so the chapters are now taken down... will be updated after editing every Saturday.

My Highlighted Bible Verses by cyrus_the_merciful

No one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God. You can learn by reading His Word, the Bible. God will let you understand what He wants you to understand, when He wants you to understand, and how He wants you to understand - He is the only one who really understands you. Are we living in the end of time? Only God knows that, but there are some telling signs in the Bible. The only thing we can really do is love and trust God. Here is how I post my entries - I open the Bible and post what I see, at least about 90% of the time. I really feel that God or the Holy Spirit is directing me. I can't explain some of them. Hey, I am just a normal sinner like everyone else. I need and ask for His forgiveness daily. I feel, if God wants you to, you will read my entries, well, His entries.

My Salvation (CURRENTLY EDITING) by Amethyst2829

Book 1 in 'Mend Series' He screams at me, slapping my face twice, 'You deserve all of this! You don't even deserve to live. You should die and do me a favour!' I shield my face, making him more furious. He stopps slapping and I had only few seconds to catch my breath when he kicked my wounded ribs from previous beatings. I screamed, thinking it was loud enough, but was just an feeble attempt to stop Aadil. At that moment, the flashbacks of me being tied to a rod, with my parents enjoying the blood pouring out started playing. It's repeating all over again, and this time I may not survive to escape. I was taken back in time. I feel I am back at that hostage room and me escaping to get out of this country is failing miserably. I mumbled with the little energy I held, 'Mum, Dad, please stop...' But again, it was of no use, as my vision is displaying full of colourful, dancing dots. My breathing is becoming frantic every second, trying not to pass out, but it seems my body doesn't want to keep up with all of this. If this is really my ending, so be it. With that thought, the peace that I always imagined is starting to consume me. This is the end for me. I can finally rest peacefully. The sound of Aadil's voice coming from a wide distance somehow is keeping me awake. Wasn't he by my side? Maybe, maybe he realized how wrong he was all this time. Maybe, just maybe... His voice, that's filled with agony, whispers in a forlorn voice 'I'm sorry Hayati. Please stay alive. Don't leave me...' ___________________ #9 in spiritual ( 29th October 2017) #6 in spiritual (10th December 2017) #5 in spiritual (11th December 2017)

[DAMN] XXX 2:16-2:22 by WrittenAnnousl

Hail Mary, Jesus, and Joseph. Compulsive disorders bestowed upon me from the dark pits of hell I suffered, crawled and gnashed, and have been given no freedom. Where were they when I needed them called upon? I was abandoned from the beginning since my conception was initiated by the people I call parents, and yet I was innocent and was found guilty by them and was treated as such until my own hands pulled me free and to nowhere I look I see, and yet I am blind, but I see. I am deaf, but I hear. The pages and names were drilled into my skull, and I was told to call on you, but where were you when your son was used as a sacrifice, spilling my blood on this earth's soil once again? We were taught to call you our father, but I was found guilty of something I never did I spilled my blood and cried for forgiveness as if I was the one on the cross, my body battered and bruised. And yet here I am calling on you once again as you're still trying to take something from me, something I hold dear to me this is mine, the only light in my life, and I will never submit to you, but I will call onto you for a peace treaty and I know you can hear me isn't that right God?. Amen.

Someone Like Him by nessa129

We all have someone who is hidden in the bottom of our hearts. When we think of him, we will always feel a little pain inside, but still we can't forget about him. I can't forget about him because he is the one who makes me know what love is, and this is our love story. *COMPLETE/IN NEED OF MAJOR EDITING/SLOWLY EDITING* UPDATE: Rewritten New SLH is up on my account if you're interested! ©Nessa129 2014

Lost in Aestia by seaweedismine

"I want you," his hands grip over my shoulders. His eyes gentle and longing, pulling at the strings of my heart. "Human or God, won't make me let go of you" I felt stuck. I am stuck but this was the wrong move, altogether. How could I go home now when he wants to keep me here with him? When he wants me "You don't understa--" "No! it's you who don't understand. I'll destroy a hundred worlds for you to stay by my side. don't you dare, doubt that" I never have - - Einith Roskel is looking for her her Mother. On the night of her Father's death anniversary, she woke up with a wrecked house and her Mother gone. She searches for her mother but it ended with her traveling to another dimension. Aestia is the land of the Gods, the land where the God's exist and they could care less for the selfish humans. Due to Einith's strange appearance, she is suddenly chosen as a sacrifice to the God's in order to appease the God of Moon and Symphony. Knowing her death, she didn't expect to wake up face to face with the cold God and trapped with a love triangle with the God of Pain and Pleasure. How on aestia would she get back to her own world?

Doubts 2 by SherryB915

Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.

Happily Ever After by Na_yo_meeee

" how are you so sure that he loves me? if he loves me where was he when family got broken, where is he every single time that my father hits me, if he truly loves me then he would not have allowed those things to happen" " I can assure you that God has loved you even before you came into this world, if he did not love you, you would be dead by now, God would never let you go through some thing you can't handle, he loves you with every single bit of his heart" ************* Abused, both sexually and physically, Victoria lost all faith in God, why should i believe he is there, where was he when all these things happened to me, is what she thinks.All she ever wants to find is happiness. When she meets Daniella and her friends, will her view of God change and will she find happiness or will she still remain the same...... Find out in happily ever after.

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Abyss of passion

What happens when you are being controlled because of your father's sin? Read on. "Hello angel." She was forced to go on her knees. She cried out in pain. "I did what you told me, Antonio," Diane said, stifling a cry. Antonio faced Diane with a wicked smirk on his face. "Oh! Did you?" "I left him like you said I should, you have to leave him out of this and let my mum go," Diane screamed. "I can promise to leave him out of this but about your mum," he paused. "It's too late dear." "What do you mean?" Diane asked. "Your mum is dead pretty angel, you came too late," Antonio replied. Diane lost her mind for a second. "How dare you? After all I did?" She screamed. "You'll pay for this." Antonio burst into a wicked laugh. "What will you do angel?"