Try To Love Again

Love hits like a ton of bricks... knocks you off your feet. You can't get that person out of your head... everything you do you wish they were there to share it with you.

You yearn for them always. Your heart flutters when they speak or look at you. Your stomach does flips with the thought of them being in your arms. Your face glows with happiness. It's a beautiful feeling... being in love, something you'll never want to lose once you find it. Ngunit pagmamahal nga bang tunay ang nahanap ko?

I love that feeling of being in love, the effect of having butterflies when you wake up in the morning. That is special. I once felt that thing called "love"

But that was before....

Love? Tss! Ng dahil sa pesteng love na yan kaya ako nagkaganito! Akala ko siya na talaga ang itinadhana para sakin,akala ko sapat na yung pagmamahal na ibinigay ko sakanya, akala ko kami na talaga para sa isat isa,

akala ko ... Totoo ang pagmamahal niya sakin.

Ngunit akala lang pala ang lahat ng iyon. Ang saket! Ang sakit sakit! Alam mo yung feeling na tumalon ka galing sa 100th floor pagkatapos na hit and run ka pa ng isang ten wheeler at ang masaklap buhay kapa at nararamdaman mo ang hapdi at kirot ng bawat sugat na natamo mo. Ganun, ganun kasakit!

Minahal ko siya! Minahal ko siya ng buong buo at wala na akong tinira ni katiting para saakin! I gave up everything for him, i gave him my heart but he broke it,left it out cold and shuttered into a million pieces.

And now i dont know how to put it back together,
I dont even know if it will be a whole again.

Ngunit sadyang mapaglaro ang tadhana. Paano kung gumawa ang tadhana ng paraan na iparamdam ulit sayo ang pagmamahal .... Na totoo.

Will you take the risk?

Kaya mo bang sumugal ulit?

Will you take the chance?

Will you Try To Love Again?