Is This Real? {A Zalfie book}

I walk down the pier, the chilly ocean wind of Brighton blows in my face, I snuggle into my jacket then I feel a hand pull me closer. I grin and look up at Alfie, he stops us and turns me towards him, he leans closer.... Suddenly everything goes black, I shriek and call for Alfie, I look around and the pier starts to fade in, I see Alfie walking with someone, I squint closer and realise he's with JOE! Alfie leans in and kisses him. Tears start to stream down my face "What's happening!" I cry. What happens is the world freezes then everything goes black, the world sort of restarts.... And this time it's all messed up.