Losing Myself

Losing Myself

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Ongoing<5 mins

Last published Sun, Sep 29, 2013

I'm a girl who cuts. I cut because I've been taught that if I do something bad that I must be punished. So now cutting is my punishment. Even if its not my fault.

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