lost

this is how i feel like i'm losing all my friends.....i check all my accounts every once and while and when i do no one is on for me to talk to which makes me thinks that i done something wrong but really i have been busy like everyone else but i get on i feel so alone more than i already do in reality which is why i am trying to escape reality by going into my own world but in the end it never works i just want to talk to someone and talking to my parents never helps but makes it worse so please don't hate me i just want a friend....won't you have mercy on loner, an out cast, a shadow, a freak, a monster.