For you
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Last published Mon, May 20, 2013
The girl i wrote this for dumped me the same day i published it... lol ouch. but im not going to take it down because it was the way i felt and it provides a way of getting through all of the stuff that she put me through. i cared for her... alot... but it wasnt meant to be. so goodbye. im adding songs that i write about me and her to this... some i dont think will be nice but whatever. its the way i felt. i spent 2 weeks on this next song... and am still writing it
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she is hurt, she wants to be gone, she can't deal with the pain, she can't go on, she wants to give up, she wants to give in, she wants to be happy. but she never is. she judges herself, others judge her too, every day of her life, is a struggle to get through. Is this girl you? I know it's me.
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