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I dont know if i love him or not i think i do he brings out the worst in me and the best ive never been this happy in my life i pray to god i dont ruin this wonderful relationship we have. he does have a big temper and is over protective but i need to get my head straight.... of course i wanna have sex with him but honestly not untill he offically asks me out i dont want him to take my virginity and then he never asks me out i understand how he is not like other boys i hope he understands im not like other girls i am scared to lose my virginity but then again everyones scared but its not good to dwell on it or honestly it will get worst i trust him wit all my heart i care and believe in him i just dont know where my head is at or his for that matter i dont want us to grow apart i love him and im gonna make sure he knows that. Now with the friend mess its quite crazy acctually i am not gonna let her push me around and call me sensitive and a little girl who df says that first she said