Why can't I be loved??(H.S)

Why can't I be loved? I've been asking this question a million of times already. All my life all I've ever wanted is for someone to be there for me, for someone to hold and most especially for some one to love me. But I guess Happily ever after only exist on fairy tales. Or does it? Maddison's life has been filled with sadness and tears will somebody whom he hates bring happiness into her life and make her feel loved?