Infatuation & Wounds: Part 1

"Trying to reach his soul is like trying to get to the top of a deep, dark bottomless pit.

Its everlasting, but I feel as though I'm very infatuated without actually being infatuated. Whenever I'm around or I'm speaking to him he makes feel a way, a good way. I care about him but not for his ways. But I did fall in love with his attitude, his demeanor, personality, he won't let me know his thoughts, about us, or if not that, then me. I just hope that they are good, I think that they are. I know that I will care for him and have love for him with everlasting eternity. But I know that the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak "

You know, that word "love". Love is a powerful word that we used amongst each other... but it's being undermined everyday by people that throw it up like a piece of paper. And saying it without meaning or an actual feeling behind it when habituated. I despise the fact that the people in this day and age just use the word to get what they want, and in the selfl