The day my life changed

It all changed when i was first born my dad left me and my mom and my sister. He came back when i was 3 and i started seeing him again I felt that my life was getting back on track. After about 2 months he left me and my mom again. My life tragically changed. When i was 9 he came back again I started going over there on the weekends I was in 4th grade. About 6 months later he left again and i started acting up in school. I was in 4th grade and I remember one day I sat in the boys bathroom and sat in there for 30 minutes crying because he hurt me so many times. Since I was nine i havent seen my dad again.