❝ and then she's running down the seashore, the waves licking at her feet, trying to get her to notice them, but she's unswayed. and i'm chasing after her, shouting, "what are you even looking for?" and then she spins around, dark hair flying in the wind, her signature movie-star smile just as bright as the august sun above us - and she screams, "PARADISE!" a million times while laughing like a banshee and that's when i finally know that she is crazy and has finally lost it and good god i am so in love - ❞ + + + in which an unnamed girl writes poems and letters and whatnot, all about HER - the girl she knows, but doesn't really.