Just A Friend

You make me laugh
You make me smile
But you don't know
That all the while
I am just disappointed

You sometimes kiss my cheek
You sometimes hold my hand
And yet if I told you
You still wouldn't seem to understand
I am just disappointed

I watch your lips
I hear your voice
My heart and mind
Have made a choice
Which one is more important

My heart wants to cross boundaries
To seek pleasure and be happy
And doesn't think of negativities
Or other possibilities
I am just disappointed

My mind is numb
And yet not dumb
I could lose the one I love
The mind seems to weigh above
I am just disappointed

If we don't explore
I know its because only I adore
You give me tingles and fireworks mi amor
I so badly wish we were more
And that's why I'm disappointed