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Only if December would end

JustAnotherSnowflak

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JustAnotherSnowflak

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I gave up.
I thought our lives were much more.
I dremnt of heaven.
A haven in which we could be.
Now that we've found it.
I understand that we've built walls.
Walls to shield ourselfs from OUR grief.
When I find myself dreaming.
I dream of what WE once WERE.

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Sun, Nov 29, 2015

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