The Fault in Our Scars (Phan AU)
LovingPhan24
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LovingPhan24
Ongoing, First published Nov 29, 2015
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Daniel James Howell an abused teenager with a big heart is beaten and thrown out of his house because he is bisexual and his father did not approve of him. He runs to his friend PJs house and finds himself attempting suicide and cutting down to his bone on his arm. When he is in the hospital a doctor reaches out to him in his time of need and sends him to a foster family in London and he doesn't like them at first. His school is huge and he is very lonely and doesn't speak to anyone except for a boy named Phil and then a feeling sprouts in both of them. Could they actually love each other? Find out in "the fault in our scars"
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