Where'd you go, huh?
They all think I know you,
It's so hard to motivate,
Me to devote a,
Single inch of me to,
Something I can't see I,
Don't mean to pry but why,
Would you even make the eyes?
I don't believe my ears,
And I'm scared of my own head,
I will deny you for years,
Then I'll make you raise me from the dead,
And if I said that I would live for you,
For nothing in return,
Well I'm sorry Mr. Gullible,
But lying's all I've learned,
So be concerned.
No music,
And I could talk about anything,
Whether or not it's worth while,
Is based on who's listening,
Most of us listen if it's,
Something we can relate to,
All of us relate,
If it's something we've just been through,
Take it for granted,
Trust is damaged and now we panic,
Living empty-handed,
Living lives like we can't manage, I can't feel you,
But still know where home is feeling like Jonah did,
Almost dropped the bat like every base was fully loaded.
So be concerned.
I am disappearing,
Inside my bird's eye theories,
I try to say goodbye, defy, and deny,
What it is I'm fearing,
Clearly I am dying, dearly I am writing,
Merely testifying, that the test to fly requires I,
Pass the test with colors flying,
I don't believe you most the time,
I'm lying 'cause I say I am fine,
You are the pearl, I am the swine,
So break my life and take this rhyme,
I'm so sorry but I do believe,
That all my bridges, I have burned,
And I've earned a policy of no return,
So be concerned.
“It was all a mistake. Just forget it ever happened. Leave me alone and don’t bother talking to me ever again.”85 letters. 21 words. 3 sentences… echoed in my mind all the time. Just 21 simple words had changed everything for me. It’s a little sad, isn’t it? I don’t need anyone feeling sorry for me though. I hated how the voice who’d forced those words out made me completely melt. I’d do anything just to hear the deepness and rasp of the voice one last time. The same voice that had killed all my happiness had also made me the happiest person alive. It’s so weird how a person can change so quickly without any regret. Who is this person you might say? I’m sure everyone in the world knows him…but I knew him before all of the fame. I knew the real him…but who is the “real” him anymore? Does he even remember the poor girl he broke 4 years ago? Probably not. I really believed the fame wouldn’t mess with his true self. I guess I was wrong for thinking he was different. I know all of you think he’s so sweet and innocent. How could he ever do anything wrong? I don’t blame you, but you have to remember that looks can be deceiving. I can’t give in, no matter how cute he is. No matter how much history we have…or had.
Even though the guy I still love but hate is…Harry Styles.