Hard to Hold (On going)
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She kept herself in the dark.
She closed her door as she shut people out of her way.
She wanted to feel love yet she's too far to reach.
She feels unloved, but in truth, she made herself unreachable.
She wanted happiness yet she made herself too hard to hold.
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Old title: Pinky Promise
January 2016
New title: Hard to Hold
May 9, 2025
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