My Release Your Pain

I didn't know how much I meant to you. How could I have not known all those times that you hugged me and slightly pecked me on the cheek. I knew my feel didnt know how much I meant to you. How could I have not known all those times that you hugged me and slightly pecked my cheek, is because you had feeling for me? I knew my feelings towards you were strong. I always loved how your beautiful brown hair danced as the wind intertwined with it. The way your hazel eyes sparkled when you got really excited over something you where really passionate about. I wish I could bring all those memories back. I wish I could see your bright smile. Now as I watch you struggle to sleep, I can't help but to hurt every time I see a tear slowly make it's way to your chin. The way you hold on to one of my favorite sweaters is almost to much to bear. I gently kiss your forehead and I feel you shiver. I never knew how much my death would affect you. I wish I knew I had you before I took those pills.