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Stain • Phan

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Reads 209
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Parts 7
Time 22m

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||You were red, and I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky; and that is when my world changed for you.||

Phil Lester is Blue. His hair, his skin, his eyes, his clothes, everything; and that's just how his world is, and that is how it will forever be.

Until he meets Dan Howell, with his Mahogany Red eyes and Bittersweet skin.

And when they touch, Phil drowns in a sea of beauteous Purple. 

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Phan AU where each person is born only able to see one color or various shades of that color, it is impossible to see more than one.

But then Phil meets Dan and he is certainly not blue by any sort of means. How is this even possible? Scientifically absurd, in fact. 

Perhaps, Phil thinks, it's beyond that. 

((WARNING: Touches upon Depression, suicide attempt, minor character death, blood, cutting, and hostage situations))

||Heavily inspired by the song "Colors" by Halsey||All Rights Reserved

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We Don't Believe What's on TV by storytailor

Actions lead to consequences. Even though Dan doesn't know what he'd do without Phil, Dan doesn't exactly love the idea of 'Phan', and when actions and anger pulls them apart, he's about to find out. A girl. A photo. A gang. A past that's determined to return to hurt him. And Dan himself, the man behind the camera who really doesn't shape up to be all he is on the screen. There are so many things we don't see. We don't believe what's on TV. *Title inspired by Twenty One Pilots* *Art by bethziggydraws on instagram/ iamphanlocked.tumblr.com* *Edited by Jenny L.* *Trigger warnings: Alcohol, drug mention, rape mention, depressing thoughts, suicide mention, self harm mention* *OPEN ENDING - Sequel/Part 2 TBA* DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. The views expressed by the characters do not reflect on those that they have in real life.

The Unknown. Phan AU by AllTimePhan73

Dan hated his life and that wasn't even an understatement. Each day he wished he had never woken up as he was tormented by those who were meant to love him. Just because they were meant to love him doesn't mean they did. He was suffering and was so close to giving up. Then he met Phil. Phil changed everything. TW: Abuse (both physical and emotional), depression, self harm, kind of a suicide attempt although the person doesn't get very far with it, Dan's kind of mute COVER CREDIT TO @DOODLE5SOS

Missed Opportunities // Dan Howell x Reader by Putitonmytab_stupefy

Info: - You're a 25 year old, female youtuber. Practically born into the YouTube community with your older brother being Phil Lester (30 yrs old). You currently are at 7 million subscribers. You make socially awkward, relatable, videos that seem to make people laugh. Plus, you sing and write your own song every now and then. You're bestfriends are the Suggs. You're moving in with Zoe and Joe down to London! This makes it easier to also see Phil and perhaps meet a very close friend of his... It might change your life forever RECENT EDIT** Im not going to update this anymore. Reading this story makes me cringe. Not trying to hate on my old techniques but Idk how it got this popular. I also just fell out of the fandom after Dan stopped uploading. I'm sorry. (DM me if u want to know how this story was supposed to end)

Life Is Precious, Just Like Him - Phil Lester X Depressed! Reader by noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.

Give Me Strength by Rain_Enby

*TRIGGER WARNING* Dan Howell has been bullied for as long as he can remember. Phil Lester is the bully. Phil doesn't want to be a bully anymore but will Dan forgive him. Also this story is very cringe, I'm sorry haha and yes I'm aware it moves kinda fast but I want it like that This story is very bad, sorry 😂

The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

Outcast ✧ Phan by cuddlephan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

My Blood, Your Bones - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

$Crime Can't Love \/ Phan \/ COMPLETE by LiterallyJustCase$

" For the first time I felt I saw Daniel Howell, the lonely boy who puts everything into his job so he can feel there are some people out there who will not leave him. And for the first time Dan saw me, Philip Michael Lester, the suicidal runaway who's constantly haunted by his regrets. The secretive boy that will never let himself get attached and hurt others. ,, ~ We Truly Saw Eachother - Chapter 24 ------------------- Aka: Phil's a ruthless crime-lord and the boss of the Mafia. The job's dangerous, so he can't really be bothered to make friends or relationships if he's just going to scare them or drive them away... But that doesn't mean he doesn't get lonely. Dan's a famous internet celebrity who spreads word about mental illness and brings joy to many lives. He values his image and career above nearly everything else, but that means he thinks he doesn't have time for relationships of any kind. Even before they meet, they impact each other, no matter how much Phil hates what he's done. Started: 9.10.18 (British date) Completed: 24.8.19 Edited: 18.10.19 - ??.??.?? TW: Robbery, Gangs, mugging, murder, crime, one-night stands, relationship and family abuse, multiple suicides, major character death, smut (optional and put in another book), kidnapping, minor character death, mental issues. The cover is completely my own artwork, so stOP ASKING

Lollipop // Phan by apotatothatshipsphan

Dan Howell has crippling anxiety, and as a way to cope is to suck on lollipops. And it's always pink or light blue lollipops. Dan's a very shy pastel kid, who's always has a flower crown atop his curly brown hair. Phil Lester has always watched Dan from afar, to scared he would frighten the small boy. He has many tattoos and piercings, even his hair is dyed blue. One day he walks up to the roof of the high school, and sees Dan standing on the ledge about to jump. They both don't fit into their highly religious town, and it drives them crazy. There is smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, homophobe, Mentions of suicide, and Mentions of self harm Please do not read if you are triggered by one or more of the things listed above. •I am american, so I use american terms•

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Actions lead to consequences. Even though Dan doesn't know what he'd do without Phil, Dan doesn't exactly love the idea of 'Phan', and when actions and anger pulls them apart, he's about to find out. A girl. A photo. A gang. A past that's determined to return to hurt him. And Dan himself, the man behind the camera who really doesn't shape up to be all he is on the screen. There are so many things we don't see. We don't believe what's on TV. Title inspired by Twenty One Pilots Art by bethziggydraws on instagram/ iamphanlocked.tumblr.com Edited by Jenny L. Trigger warnings: Alcohol, drug mention, rape mention, depressing thoughts, suicide mention, self harm mention OPEN ENDING - Sequel/Part 2 TBA DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. The views expressed by the characters do not reflect on those that they have in real life.