Cutter From The Closet |NJH|

~ Ana ~
I never told anyone because I didn't want people to know. When people found out they assumed it was for attention. How could I don't for attention if nobody knew?
Okay, so maybe I'm not really in the closest because I'm very much straight, and everyone knows it, but I refer to the past two years of my life as the closet years, from the time I started to the time everyone found out.
It was a secret, no one was supposed to know. I do it because it relieves my stress, and because I'm addicted to it.
People need to understand something.
I don't cut to die, I do it for the pain.
I don't remember what made me start cutting. I think it was when my mom died and my dad left me, forcing me to live with my sister Nia.
Everyone at school started to make fun of me because my dad left. I became a foreign exchange student, in Dublin. You see its hard enough to understand a British accent when you're Canadian, so understanding and Irish one is like asking a fish to climb a tree.