Dreamlessly Skinny.
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Last published Wed, Dec 2, 2015
I dont promote Anorexia, this is my diary into my life. I have AN, its common. My daily diary, everything i do, eat, ect. I will have tips and tricks of how i go about the day and the hunger. Read my diary, to learn about my life more and learn tips!
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Dear Ana,
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This is not a proper diary where I write about my day ect; But it is a place where I can share things that I do not say out loud and hide inside. I would not say I have a hard life but it is not a fun one that's for sure. I have an "best friend" Madison In primary I only had three proper friends in my year, the rest were a year or two younger My stepmum hates me My mum and two of my sisters live in England I keep finding out bad things with in my family. and I have been bullied and have been the bully All names including mine and places are changed. I will not write in it EVERYDAY but I will when I want to talk about something ect: Some subjects will come up again but not with in the same month.
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