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Thoughts Of A Suicidal Girl

nia-the-errorist

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Reads 54,183
Votes 4,198
Parts 118
Time 1h 7m

nia-the-errorist

depression selfish struggling suicide trust

These are just some of my thoughts on a daily basis. I usually update every day, or when I break down. Currently going through Depression, and suffer from Social Anxiety. This book is meant to help me cope with my emotions, and I've been showing progress.


*All names mentioned in my chapters are modified*All Rights Reserved

depression selfish struggling suicide trust

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