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My Dearest Alpha

CrystalVermillion

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Reads 513,697
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Parts 67
Time 19m

CrystalVermillion

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Dear Alpha,
  
  According to the pack rules, whenever one has a problem, one should consult the alpha, so I guess here I am. Alpha, I have a problem that I hope you can solve. You see, I've found my mate three years ago, the problem is, I hid myself from him. Why? It's because I love him. I loved him a year ago, I love him now, and I'll love him for many years to come. Being with me would have only held him down.
  Now, here's the real situation at hand.
  Three years later, which is now, he's engaged to someone else and is about to mate her. I've managed to keep my secret for three years, but now, seeing him in love with someone who isn't me hurts. A whole damn lot. 
  So alpha, what in the world am I supposed to do?
  
  -The Hidden OneAll Rights Reserved

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THE MESSENGER by Sowunmi16

I was rejected by my family, the pack members and my mate because I couldn't shift. On the day of my sister and mate's mating ceremony, My wolf, or should I say my beast came to me. I was determined and finally decided to run away from the Rosemoon pack, my former home. But my journey wasn't an easy one; Finding another family to love, I was contented, but I didn't expect to have another mate especially if he is a king and Lycan. Worst of all I was involved in a battle of gods and a banished god. With so many secrets revealed, will my life ever be normal? Disclaimer: You must have read the SACRED REJECT to understand this story. Please check out my profile to find out more about the SACRED REJECT.

Cruel Moons by matefreak12

Preview: I feel the blood running down my head from the attack. I try to move but my hands are pulled back from the silver chains on tied to the wall. Glad that trained my body to not be weakened by silver, I use all my strength to break free. I start walking to an exit to complete the mission but then I feel my wolf stirring up from excitement which distracts me. Out of nowhere, this man appears in front of me and holds me again the wall. When I touch his skin I feel warmth and comfort and sparks. He's my mate! I look up to see my mate is Alpha Jax, the evil man that kidnapped Scarlett. I try my hardest to squirm of out his hold praying this is not real. He laughs evilly and lifts my head to look right into my eyes, "I am going to kill you, mate."

My Past Mate Rejected Me by Mysterygirl4812

"You rejected me!! Not the other way around!!" I yelled at him, tears streaming down my face. "I know." He says, he head hangs low. "And I'm sorry. I should never have rejected you." He went to take my hands into his but I turned away from him. Tears were still going down my face. How could he, after all this time, have the nerve to come here. He knew that he had hurt me. Now he is sorry and wants me back? No. "Please. Believe me. I messed up big time! I didn't know what I had until it was gone!" He said. I heard every word. They cut through the wall of my heart and placed themselves on it . It hurt. But what he did to me had hurt even more. "That's right. You screwed up. Consider me lost." I said. Then I walked away.

Powerful But Broken by florence-shade

COMPLETED **First book in the Powerful But Broken Trilogy** I am Braelynn, the punching bag of my pack. I have been wanting to find my mate to take me away from this hell hole, but I am losing hope after waiting for two years. I don't think I can handle the pain and suffering I endure anymore. I am done waiting. ----------------------- I am Riggs Lockhart, Alpha if the Gold Moon Pack and King of werewolves. I am 21 years old and I have been waiting to find my mate for five years with no luck. Little did I know, I was about to meet her under the worst possible circumstances. That is the day my life changed for the worst. This story speaks of rape, abuse, and suicide. Don't read if you will be offended. This story also contains strong language. Best Rankings Werewolf #29 Wolf #2 Abusivecontent #1 Weapons #1 Hurtful #1 Weak #4 Delta #5

My Possessive and Sexy Alpha Mate (Completed) by AlphaLover18

"You know you can't resist me much longer." He continued to trail kisses down my neck and jaw. I bit my lip to keep a moan from escaping. "I am your mate and Alpha, I order you to not touch any male or flirt with them." "In case you have forgotten, I'm a rogue, I don't have to listen to you." The alpha growled and I couldn't stop the smirk from forming on my lips. He pushed me harder onto the wall and moved closer so every inch of our bodies were touching. It took every ounce of strength I had to stop myself from jumping him right there. He moved his hand to caress my cheek and I found myself leaning into his touch. "When I first laid my eyes on you, you were mine. If I see any male looking at you inappropriately or longer than necessary, that will be the last thing they see. You are mine and only mine. I'm not one to share what belongs to me."

Hiding from my Mate (COMPLETED) by alw_13

When your mate is an Alpha and you're the rogue that causes all the trouble, you can't exactly go up to him and say "How's it going big guy! Even though I've been causing trouble in your pack and school, I'm sure you'll love to know that I'm your destiny for the next fifty years until you end up 6 feet under." So no. I wasn't going to tell him that I was the future Luna of his pack. Who in their right mind would do that? Unfortunately, matters of the heart is something the brain doesn't seem to understand. ** © alw_13 All rights reserved *Cover picture found on Google images, edited.

Black Assassin Wings (Completed) by Phoenix_247

I couldn't ignore the tingles that ignited as he gripped my wrist and held them above my head. I felt the bark of the tree stab into my back as he had me pressed against it. I bit my lip, not from excitement but from fear. He raised his lips up to my ear and growled. "There is nothing between you and I. You don't deserve to become the Luna of my pack, you are weak." He hissed into my ear. I watched as he walked out of the forest. I heard my heart shattering to pieces. If only he knew my past.... _______________________________ Warning: this story contains sexual content, graphic scenes and strong language (not that strong though)

Tied To The Alpha (#2 New Moon) by author_luna_

#2 New Moon Series _An enemy of an enemy is a friend_ I have yearned for a mate ever since I learnt of one. Thoughts about having someone who would love me unconditionally plagued my mind every night. Entering the werewolf unraveled many secrets and I eliminated all the filty lies from the clean truth. I was alone in the human world and an outcast in the werewolf world. The day my father decided to accept me was the day I ran away and straight into the arms of his enemy─the Dark Alpha─who was my mate. My world shattered into pieces when I found out every single truth that was buried deep underneath. I had the jewel everyone searched high and low for, and because of that, I was most wanted. And the day I decided to leave my true nature behind... His enemy came for me─the ruler of demon wolves. _Keep your friends close and your enemies closer_ Throughout the miserable, tormenting years I've never met a women so beautiful as her. My beautiful mate. My beautiful weapon. Like me, she's broken in her own ways. I wanted to glue all those shattered pieces together, carving and molding it into my little wolf. The fact that she's my mate didn't change the past. Her father killed my father, leaving me as a broken child forced into training to rule the empire. To continue my father's legacy. To seek revenge. I grew up developing a hatred for hybrids─mixed breeds─I never intended to fall in love with her, nor did I intend to hate her. And yet I did both, but chose one over the other in the end. But my plans took a huge turn when I found out that I wasn't the only apex predator around.

Loving My Murderous Mate by GlaciaGirl

FORGIVENESS is the best form of love... it takes a strong person to say SORRY and an even stronger person to FORGIVE... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ An angry tear slides down my cheek but I quickly wipe it away. "What'd I say?"He asks innocently. My anger bubbles up. How can he act so innocent?!? He destroyed my life and he acts like it never happened!! I try to calm myself but there's no stopping me now... "You didn't SAY anything!! But what you DID was kill my mom and the rest of my family!!" I growl. He growls back and steps forward,"No one uses that tone with me!Not even the Luna! I am your alpha!!" All fear of him vanishes as it is replaced with hatred. I take a step toward him so that our faces were inches apart. I show my canines and snarl at him. "I have no alpha!!" Once those words left my mouth, I knew what was coming next. Pain. Kayden grabs me by the throat and lifts me a foot off the ground. His claws puncture my skin and my blood trickles down his arm. He glares at me with his glowing, red eyes. He brings his mouth to my ear and whispers, "You do now." ~~~~~~~~ Tara smith lived with her very small pack that bordered the most fierce, bloodthirsty pack call the Blood Moon pack. The night that she mysteriously shifted at 15, the Blood Moon pack viciously slaughtered her whole pack except for her. What happens when the most feared alpha of the Blood Moon pack kidnaps her and she finds out they are mates? Will she learn to forgive? What happens when her mate finds out her dark secret that only her Father knew? Will he reject her? WARNING!!! I HAVEN'T EDITED THEM YET! SO EXPECT MISSPELLS AND PUNCTUATION ERRORS!!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!GET TO READING!!!!!! Please: Vote Comment Follow

DEAL WITH THE ALPHA HIMSELF by Deliciouswrecker007

ALEXANDER " I didn't thought I was going to find love again after what happened with my first one. But as soon as she came Everything changed every Metal wall I made in my mind she broke them little by little with that smile of her, I tried to distance myself from her by rejecting her but it didn't work instead now it's biting my ass as a fucking karma." ROSÉ "He thought I was going to leave him just because of he pushed me away from him. But little does he know I take what's mine and as he said I'm His. He also have to remember that he is also mine. And just because of his shitty past I'm going to leave him alone to fight with them. When they are trying to hurt him even more by coming back to him"

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THE MESSENGER

I was rejected by my family, the pack members and my mate because I couldn't shift. On the day of my sister and mate's mating ceremony, My wolf, or should I say my beast came to me. I was determined and finally decided to run away from the Rosemoon pack, my former home. But my journey wasn't an easy one; Finding another family to love, I was contented, but I didn't expect to have another mate especially if he is a king and Lycan. Worst of all I was involved in a battle of gods and a banished god. With so many secrets revealed, will my life ever be normal? Disclaimer: You must have read the SACRED REJECT to understand this story. Please check out my profile to find out more about the SACRED REJECT.