My vices have killed. And they will kill again, I know. They lie in wait like malicious cats. Sated, currently; but waiting for my invitation to come out and play with the innocent. My love, can you be patient? If I play by your rules, will you spare my loved ones? His answer depends on me. And so I begin the game of a lifetime; a game of addiction and recovery, of love and the ultimate trust. I gambled with someone else's life, and lost. I pray this time I will come out unscathed.