State of Mind
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"And at the end of the day, when you're lying on your bed, staring at the ceiling, waiting for everything to end, it's going to hit you.
You're going to realize.
You weren't good enough to love yourself."
A collection of deep thoughts, unpopular opinions, advice, and a little bit of insanity.
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