When a tragedy forced Mara Smith across the atlantic ocean to London, the only person she knew was her childhood friend, Phil lester.
Two years later, her life is normal, or as normal as it'll get with her ptsd. And nightmares. And hallucinations. But still normal, boring even. Safe. That is, until she gets a threatening text, and panics. Although, she's made a few acquaintances since moving to England, she still runs to Phil, her best friend. She meets his roommate, Dan for the first time, and jumps at the chance to have another trustworthy friend.
If juggling a dark past, threatening text messages, and trying to keep her ptsd under control wasn't enough, she had to fall for her friend. Despite her best efforts, Mara learns that our emotions are
u n c o n t r o l l a b l e
After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book.
A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him.
This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend,
Phil Lester.
Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks
Genre: fluff/angst (no smut)
Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks.
(i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)