When a tragedy forced Mara Smith across the atlantic ocean to London, the only person she knew was her childhood friend, Phil lester.
Two years later, her life is normal, or as normal as it'll get with her ptsd. And nightmares. And hallucinations. But still normal, boring even. Safe. That is, until she gets a threatening text, and panics. Although, she's made a few acquaintances since moving to England, she still runs to Phil, her best friend. She meets his roommate, Dan for the first time, and jumps at the chance to have another trustworthy friend.
If juggling a dark past, threatening text messages, and trying to keep her ptsd under control wasn't enough, she had to fall for her friend. Despite her best efforts, Mara learns that our emotions are
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{{ my best online friend Kimmi has been asking endlessly for an AmazingPhil fanfic from me, because she sadly cannot get Wattpad for unknown reasons. So this is for you Kim!}}
We all have that one thing that scared us senseless, right?
Darkness. The Boogey Man. Ghosts.
But for one person... that came to life. His nightmare took the form of a human and haunted him.
She was Phil Lester's living, breathing nightmare. Named Fear.
Phil was too happy to be enjoyed by the Underworld, so they sent her up. Phil was afraid of being afraid, and that became his fear.
When he started helping Fear, he didn't know it but every little detail about her was being engraved into his mind with the single word description.
Despite her torturing her, he was happy for her.
Before he knew it, Phil realised he had faced his fear long ago. The moment he made Fear smile, she was conquered.
But... what was it that Phil now felt?