In which Calum writes in a journal to get his feelings out. [a/n: I got this idea because I follow Calum on Spotify so I see what he listens to and lately it's mostly depressing songs or songs about heartbreak and I thought I'd write a fanfic about it. Each journal entry is based on a song he listens to on Spotify.] Sidenote: Probably gonna be a lot of swears.