Love? What is love? When I was a kid everytime I heard the word love I would think of happiness, passion, and happy endings. I am 17 years now and I understand that love is not what I though it was. Love is hurtful, hard, and most definitely not as great as I thought it would be. I'm Ella and this is how I got stuck in a love triangle with Josh my ex-boyfiend, Ryan who happens to be my best friend, and Nick the new boy at school(who happens to be my next door neighbor).